Practice what you preach

I want a lot

I own nothing

My biggest asset is myself

My biggest fear is myself

As I’ve come to learn, I am invincible

We all are

But powerless in front of time

We gain only if, with all our heart, we consider time our friend

The only enemy I have is myself

What can destroy me is only fear

My concern is my thoughts

What I think is what I become

What I think is what I believe, what I believe is how I act

How I act is not always as I preach

What goes wrong?

I feel powerless in front of my actions

I feel unable to practice my preach

What goes wrong?

There’s something I’m still missing

It’s the fear

I’m missing the big elephant in the middle of my bedroom

I’m missing the giraffe  staring at my window

Lost the childhood fear of the dark

Gained the adulthood fear of failure, rejection, success, responsibilities, wealth, prosperity, happiness.

Because I’m afraid I could actually live my dreams

So I’m afraid of my own beautiful dreams

I’m, therefore, afraid of myself

Special thanks to Dragos B

Facebook, LOVE and Christmas

I’m kind of dizzy today… I found out on my own that waking up with the laptop aside is a very bad habit, as I’m still in bed  2 hours later surfing around the internet….

I want a new profile picture for both my blog and F Profile… damn it’s becoming so addictive! It’s one of my 2012 resolutions to ignore Facebook as much as I can… but as I will be broadcasting from Milan soon… I’m not sure I’ll make it possible….!

Till then I have to ask you… about Christmas… should this be the first year without a Christmas Tree? My cats will destroy every ornament, I’m sure… and it’s a lot to handle as I’ll be leaving home in early january for 3 months…

My cats…!

Ima

Tabby

They are lovely but so hyperactive….!

Today I have many questions…

What should I wear for New Years ???

I have this choices:

Complicated…….

I have to say this show that’s missing makes me feel like there’s no holiday at all!

So I have this groovy state of mind and I’m acting addictive about this hot song:

I’ll leave you to your thoughts… but I just wonder….

Is it just me, or we all have a lot of questions to answer ourselves this time of year????

 

 

aLIEN iNSIDE

We all have a alien inside of us… that sometimes comes out.

I realised today I did some 2nd grade – mistakes and that from now on the game is over. There were some important values missing from my life, and I got those on track..

How can we make a better tomorrow? With good choices today!

So I thank my alien for coming up front and bringing me a new point of view, more mature!

I learned that mistakes are sour, and it was a hard lesson to learn.

And as we learn from our mistakes.. now I’m better… I learned another “how not to” that will make me better!

Wish you all braveness to raise up and embrace your decisions, live the consequences and learn the most out of every day!

Here’s the alien inside:

nothing left to lose

every day is a blessing, right?

and at the end of the day you have nothing left to lose… because the present is the only thing we’ve got

a vow… is forever. but what is forever when we only have now?

when we’ll finally get there is no tomorrow, we will act different, talk different, walk different, maybe even love different….

I know I must stand strong, take everything that comes as it is, as a gift for my strength to grow. and at some point, when the time is perfect… the masterpiece I’ve built around and within me will reveal.

This is why you are still here. because I’m not strong enough yet. I’m still weak.

You’ll be forgotten soon, you’ll be long gone … you’ll be the eternal sunshine of my spotless mind… ’cause that what you really are. A small spot. Time will wash you out…

So why should we trash love with your average empty heart? You also know it’s just not worth it!

So go trow yourself away, somewhere to be recycled and brought to the real life, where the real people actually really feel!

And sometime… in one of the many lives you’ll spend here on earth learning how to love, maybe you’ll have the chance to be loved and you’ll not blow it… maybe then you’ll find your way up into the higher skis…

This is my official statement, future angel.

I have a masterpiece to build, and you’re just standing in the middle of my way..

Beware… it might crush you! As you did…

Standing alone

I can stand alone,

I love life, it’s such a beauty when you live it to the fullest!

BUT

I have so much on my mind… I need a piece of mind. Don’t you feel the same too?

Or is it me?

I have to know for sure what things are, if it’s black or white… if there is or there’s not!

So? How can we know all of this if we cannot speak or approach the subject of our questions?

That’s my question!

So…

pants or skirt?
Black or white?

BUT MOST IMPORTANT:

IS THERE OR IS THERE NOT… BOXERS!

….a girl just has to know this things!!!

Kissez

f*ck MARTINEZ

wow… I love this new era of great and mad science

all going around me like crazy and smashing my old ideas into breaking new genius mind

most of all I love my new photos, wich are awesomeeeeeeee!

check the new tiendafashion.ro collection made photography by mr. A.Tanase

here it is:

like it?

HAVE IT!

www.tiendafashion.ro

kissez