MissB.andTheCity

Practice what you preach

missbandthecity — Sat, 24 Dec 2011 00:16:06 +0000

I want a lot

I own nothing

My biggest asset is myself

My biggest fear is myself

As I’ve come to learn, I am invincible

We all are

But powerless in front of time

We gain only if, with all our heart, we consider time our friend

The only enemy I have is myself

What can destroy me is only fear

My concern is my thoughts

What I think is what I become

What I think is what I believe, what I believe is how I act

How I act is not always as I preach

What goes wrong?

I feel powerless in front of my actions

I feel unable to practice my preach

What goes wrong?

There’s something I’m still missing

It’s the fear

I’m missing the big elephant in the middle of my bedroom

I’m missing the giraffe staring at my window

Lost the childhood fear of the dark

Gained the adulthood fear of failure, rejection, success, responsibilities, wealth, prosperity, happiness.

Because I’m afraid I could actually live my dreams

So I’m afraid of my own beautiful dreams

I’m, therefore, afraid of myself

Special thanks to Dragos B

Facebook, LOVE and Christmas

missbandthecity — Fri, 23 Dec 2011 11:04:28 +0000

I’m kind of dizzy today… I found out on my own that waking up with the laptop aside is a very bad habit, as I’m still in bed 2 hours later surfing around the internet….

I want a new profile picture for both my blog and F Profile… damn it’s becoming so addictive! It’s one of my 2012 resolutions to ignore Facebook as much as I can… but as I will be broadcasting from Milan soon… I’m not sure I’ll make it possible….!

Till then I have to ask you… about Christmas… should this be the first year without a Christmas Tree? My cats will destroy every ornament, I’m sure… and it’s a lot to handle as I’ll be leaving home in early january for 3 months…

My cats…!

Ima

Tabby

They are lovely but so hyperactive….!

Today I have many questions…

What should I wear for New Years ???

I have this choices:

Complicated…….

I have to say this show that’s missing makes me feel like there’s no holiday at all!

So I have this groovy state of mind and I’m acting addictive about this hot song:

I’ll leave you to your thoughts… but I just wonder….

Is it just me, or we all have a lot of questions to answer ourselves this time of year????

aLIEN iNSIDE

missbandthecity — Mon, 05 Dec 2011 02:40:05 +0000

We all have a alien inside of us… that sometimes comes out.

I realised today I did some 2nd grade – mistakes and that from now on the game is over. There were some important values missing from my life, and I got those on track..

How can we make a better tomorrow? With good choices today!

So I thank my alien for coming up front and bringing me a new point of view, more mature!

I learned that mistakes are sour, and it was a hard lesson to learn.

And as we learn from our mistakes.. now I’m better… I learned another “how not to” that will make me better!

Wish you all braveness to raise up and embrace your decisions, live the consequences and learn the most out of every day!

Here’s the alien inside:

nothing left to lose

missbandthecity — Mon, 21 Nov 2011 00:40:30 +0000

every day is a blessing, right?

and at the end of the day you have nothing left to lose… because the present is the only thing we’ve got

a vow… is forever. but what is forever when we only have now?

when we’ll finally get there is no tomorrow, we will act different, talk different, walk different, maybe even love different….

I know I must stand strong, take everything that comes as it is, as a gift for my strength to grow. and at some point, when the time is perfect… the masterpiece I’ve built around and within me will reveal.

This is why you are still here. because I’m not strong enough yet. I’m still weak.

You’ll be forgotten soon, you’ll be long gone … you’ll be the eternal sunshine of my spotless mind… ’cause that what you really are. A small spot. Time will wash you out…

So why should we trash love with your average empty heart? You also know it’s just not worth it!

So go trow yourself away, somewhere to be recycled and brought to the real life, where the real people actually really feel!

And sometime… in one of the many lives you’ll spend here on earth learning how to love, maybe you’ll have the chance to be loved and you’ll not blow it… maybe then you’ll find your way up into the higher skis…

This is my official statement, future angel.

I have a masterpiece to build, and you’re just standing in the middle of my way..

Beware… it might crush you! As you did…

Standing alone

missbandthecity — Wed, 16 Nov 2011 21:47:33 +0000

I can stand alone,

I love life, it’s such a beauty when you live it to the fullest!

BUT

I have so much on my mind… I need a piece of mind. Don’t you feel the same too?

Or is it me?

I have to know for sure what things are, if it’s black or white… if there is or there’s not!

So? How can we know all of this if we cannot speak or approach the subject of our questions?

That’s my question!

So…

: pants or skirt?

: Black or white?

BUT MOST IMPORTANT:

: IS THERE OR IS THERE NOT… BOXERS!

….a girl just has to know this things!!!

Kissez

f*ck MARTINEZ

missbandthecity — Sat, 05 Nov 2011 00:16:50 +0000

wow… I love this new era of great and mad science

all going around me like crazy and smashing my old ideas into breaking new genius mind

most of all I love my new photos, wich are awesomeeeeeeee!

check the new tiendafashion.ro collection made photography by mr. A.Tanase

here it is:

like it?

HAVE IT!

www.tiendafashion.ro

kissez

Change of heart!!!! Obviously!

missbandthecity — Thu, 20 Oct 2011 22:22:17 +0000

Well, now I understand why you always lie!!!

Anyway!

I have this tribute song and video for somebody special,

so here it is! For the old times.. of Mad Jack and Jade Puppe!

And for everybody that relates with this song!

In the middle of the night

missbandthecity — Tue, 18 Oct 2011 22:33:37 +0000

It’s late.. So cold outside that the air is frozen.. The night is tumbling over me as I get out of bed half-asleep.. half-naked.. I get my robe and go at the door… my hair is messed up and I can’t really understand what’s happening… I got a phone call earlier tonight and thow the number was blocked I guess it has to do with this late visit…

I open the door and he get’s inside my home as a shadow… with no rumors.. A warm hand grabs me by the shoulder and a sweet kiss on my forehead tells me he’s happy to see me. It was the first time I was doing this in my own house.. It felt so good!

Now his eyes are pointing mine and in a matter of seconds I understand that it’s time. I held my breath all the time he was there. After he left I just went into my bedroom and back to sleep. What if they’ll know? What if they heard?

I can remember every step he took, every slow and quiet move, every hidden smile, every second of complicity and passion… it’s just something we share and no one gets it! … as a gift…our secret!

He has this way of talking, of whispering… He’s so good at it… He’s invisible, he’s unpredictable.. always with an extra something..he takes his time and he always.. but always… does it perfect!

In the morning the kids got up early.. It’s the anxiety and curiosity that woke them up! They usually run like crazy in the living room but today they came giggling into my room and woke me up with lots of tickles! They took both of my hands and basically dragged me downstairs!

Santa Clause came! Santa Clause came! The living room was loaded with presents for all of us, arranged carefully in the middle of the night! They were so happy! It was the perfect Christmas!

thanks God there’s music

missbandthecity — Tue, 18 Oct 2011 15:20:13 +0000

and great performers like B!

they say that if u eat a huge amount of (something) chocolate let’s say :D:D, and you just eat and eat until u get sick… you will never eat chocolate again afterwords….

so… let’s take this to the edge… so it can finally disappear!!!!

I knew you were gonna…

missbandthecity — Tue, 18 Oct 2011 13:14:37 +0000

break my heart.

now what’s next after that?

is there more?